December 2008
16 posts
“I’m scared that I’m going to end up alone. I’m scared that I’m always going to...”
– (via boredintheburbs) (via notthatkindagay) (via homecoming) (via uppereastside) (via paperflowers)
meghantonjes:
“The End” by Meghan Tonjes
...
crushes:
boy,
you make my head ache with wonder - but i won’t take any aspirin. i don’t want this to stop.
— other boy
i want a boy to make me feel like this.
12.15.2008
Today, Kristina and I got a tarot reading together. We were bored - and thought it’d be fun. The reader started off by asking why I’ve been so emotionally stressed lately - and why I haven’t been myself. I didn’t want to admit it in front of Kristina - but the answer is you. You make me feel like I have to hold everything about myself back so I don’t look like a...
Cooking Mama: Thanksgiving →
This shouldn’t make me glad that I am not a vegan anymore - but it does. PETA is so fucking ridiculous it makes me hate that I ever went through that phase in my life.
10:48 pm.
I wanted to have everything with you. But, you weren’t the boy I need you to be. I’m sorry, I never meant for this to hurt this way. Part of me, though, just really needs you to be gone. I can’t handle you until you understand that.
“If you live the be a hundred, I hope I live to be one hundred minus one day, so...”
– Winnie the Pooh, via disneykid1
“Mondays I sleep away.
Tuesdays I lay awake.
Wednesdays, they are the worse....”
– (Nevershoutnever! - “Dare4Distance”)
10:41 pm.
Everytime I fall into love, its like a breath of fresh air - like I can let every bit of myself out, and just feel everything the way it is. To me, falling into love is something like a secret. Its sacred, but intensely exciting to keep and share. I live for the feeling of letting your soul pour into someone else.
11:33 pm.
I hate you. I honestly hate you - fully and truly. For everytime I ever said I love you, I hate you twice more. Why can’t you just leave me alone? I refuse to take part in your pathetic pity party any longer. I’m sorry. I can’t be there for you anymore. Stop acting like I owe you anything.